Bitterness

Damn... I went to uni in September to study screenwriting, but I quit that in February. I chose that course because I wanted to be a screenwriter... I've spent years writing sitcom scripts, I've got a folder that is bursting with them! But all of a sudden I'm feeling differently.

I can't find it within me to write another scene or plan out another script. I can't even look at that folder, and I loved it and it's contents so much...

Uni has left such a bitter taste in my mouth that I cringe at the thought of writing scripts for a living...

I hope this is just temporary and that this feeling will subside soon. If it doesn't, then the last 4 years of my life have been wasted, and all those hours of planning, plotting and scripting were for nothing.

In case your wondering, the only other thing I've ever wanted to be is a pro tennis player. But as I haven't played since school, that's not likely to happen...

Peace and Love
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TV Drama

My grandparent's TV broke, so me and my grandad took it back to the store to get a replacement. We waited ages...

Then my man Joel pops up! He works there, I knew that, but I hadn't seen him ages. It was cool to catch up with him, possibly for the last time. He's moving to Romford next month... Shame...

Anyways, we finally got a TV and we tried to set it up, but guess what? That one doesn't work either...

The moral of the story is this: Don't buy cheap brand TV's from supermarkets...

Peace and Love
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Time Travel

What would you do if you could travel through time? Where would you go? Myself, I would love to go to ancient China and add a brick during the construction of the Great Wall. Then I can come back to the present day and say "I helped build that..." I would love to be that guy... I would also go back to Jerusalem and see if Jesus ever existed (I'm guessing he didn't, but I would like to know for sure) and then go to the future and see what job I have. That way, I won't have to waste my time applying for jobs that I won't get...

But I don't believe time travel is possible... Well, I didn't... But today I discovered this:



(((Click on the thumbnail and then on the image in the middle of the new window for a better view)))

It clearly states that some of those files were last accessed on March 9th 2073. That means at some point in the last few months I have time travelled... and forgotten all about it. I am gutted, I would love to be able remember what life was like when I visited 2073, but for the life of me I can't. Maybe it's not possible to remember things that aren't going to happen for another 64 years... Oh well, hopefully me and my time travelling Toshiba Satellite will go on another adventure soon, and hopefully it will be one that I will remember!

Peace and Love
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Dreams Can Come True

I can finally tick one of my dreams off my list... I played football for my favourite team, wearing their kit, on their pitch... Awesome!

I was terrible though. The gaffer put me in central defense, even though I asked him not to (we were short of players) and I was hopeless to be quite honest. But still, it was a good laugh, even though we lost, and it was only a friendly fundraising game...

But most importantly, I have finally made one of my dreams come true. That's one down, countless others to go!

Peace and Love

I Miss You

This day last year was the happiest day of my life. I spent the entire lunch hour sat in the college library with the most amazing girl in the world (no offense to the rest of you). We were talking, laughing, joking around about how I am the next Steven Spielberg... It was bliss... It was the best lunch hour I've ever had, and I didn't even get to lunch!

But I haven't seen her or spoken to her since August 30th... She's even blocked me on Facebook! I'm not sure why, maybe she misunderstood the message I sent her that said I was going to miss her becuase she'd been a great friend to me... I don't know, but it sure does hurt.

I don't know if I ever would have seen her again anyway, but that's hardly the point. She was the loveliest girl in the world (no offense to the rest of you), and the only girl I've ever gone out of my way just to sit with, the only girl I've ever had my own private jokes with, the only girl I've ever felt truly comfortable with.

I miss you.

Peace and Love
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Relegation??

What a bad afternoon... Margate lost 4-1. That means relegation... unless a team in a higher league pulls out of the league, or goes bankrupt. So, we don't know if we're down or not! And we may not know for a couple of months! Lovely!

I'm gutted. I was hoping for a better result than that. Margate were terrible today, and on that performance they deserved to go down...

Oh well, at least we beat Ramsgate, who have finished bottom, and by some distance...

Girls and Boys...

Yesterday was an important day to everyone in the whole world. It was the day that all the pretty girls find out if they have been pretty enough, and for guys, well it was the day where we can't feel ashamed for drooling over pretty pictures of pretty women - FHM announced their 100 sexiest women of 2009...

It is of course void, because as usual the pranksters voted. Lily Allen is in it, and only two places below Sarah Harding, and Anna Friel, Elisha Cuthbert and Kristin Kreuk have made the top ten! As I am appalled by this, I've come up with my own top ten. It is very different. The numbers in brackets show their FHM positions:

1 - Taylor Swift (76)
2 - Nadine Coyle (57)
3 - Sarah Harding (87)
4 - Jessica Stroup (-)
5 - Megan Fox (2)
6 - Christina Milian (-)
7 - Kaley Cuoco (-)
8 - Nadine Velazquez (-)
9 - Ana Ivanovic (11)
10 - Natasha Kaplinsky (-)

That's right, five of them aren't in the FHM list at all! Either I have weird taste, or everyone who voted was high at the time...

Anyway, tomorrow is even more important than yesterday was - it's the last day of the Ryman Premier League season, and it's do or die for my boys, Margate. Well, it could be do and die... Margate have to win tomorrow against the team who have already secured 2nd place, and hope that either Hastings or Boreham Wood lose so that they can avoid relegation. It's a tough task, and basically our fate lies in the hands of other teams. It's scary, and I'm so nervous. I don't think I'll be getting much sleep tonight!

Peace and Love
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PS - I do have hot water again now! It's awesome!